Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Today I sold a couple of instruments that I don't play anymore. Instead of wasting the money I am putting it in the bank, and I didn't really spent money today. It is really weird, I'm not the type to be responsible. I guess I should get used to it. Fuck growing up sucks. I miss not having a care in the world...
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
I have a job interview tomorrow. I hope my new outlook on life will help me. It could blow up in my face considering said outlook is not caring. I plan to look nice, but I'm keeping my stubbly growing chops. I shaved everywhere else, I just want the sideburns more than I want this job. Getting back to my new "lease on life." I have virtually stopped caring. If your not going to like me because I hang out with someone you don't like, or what I look like, then fuck off. I'm done caring about what people think of me. Fuck that. I'm still gonna be a "nice guy," but I'm not gonna put up with any bullshit like I used to. Hopefully I will be more happy.
Sunday, May 2, 2010
So, the past five days have been amazing. I feel happy. No more bad dreams, no more feeling like there is a 50lb weight on my shoulders, back to normal. I think I am over her for now. There will probably be setbacks, but for now, I am. I even saw her the other day, and it didn't make me upset at all. Bad news is, I have not been doing well with making healthier decisions. Good news is, it's a new day. Time to grab life by the horns and make it my bitch.