Monday, January 3, 2011
A New Chapter Awaits
I met up with my ex-girlfriend tonight after work. We finally had our talk. For nine months I have been hung up on her, because we never got to say goodbye, it was just over. So we arranged to meet. At first it was just to see if we could be friends. We had an awkward meal, that we both didn’t eat. Then we sat in her car and talked for hours. I fell back in love with her. Then we started to really talk. I cried for about an hour. We said goodbye, and I asked her for one last kiss. She wouldn’t give me one. She then started to cry. I wanted to hold her, but she pushed me away. She was crying over her recent ex-boyfriend. I was crushed. I felt just like I did nine months ago. Here I was, finally saying goodbye, and she took it away again. I was a furious empty shell of a man. Instead of leaving, I told her about it, I told her how I felt. Then we both said our teary eyed goodbyes, and we kissed. I will never forget her. I can finally move on now. It took falling in love, getting heartbroken, and finally saying goodbye to get to this point. It's been an emotionally draining five hours, I think I'll go to sleep now.